So what am I doing...still awake at 11 p.m. at a weekday yet! when I wake up really early at 5 am everyday to prepare the kids' baon and help them get ready for school...nothing really...just that I found the urge to write again...what?!? Did I get that right? writing again??? yes...it's true...all of a sudden I've found the urge to write -no fireworks... no big explosions - I just found myself rummaging thru the inner recesses of my bag for the blue blogging notebook (yup the one which I bought seemingly ages ago to jot down spur of the moment blogging notes). But this time I'm not just writing notes but this full-length article!

I guess even if the computer is just within my reach I find it hard to start writing again because I truly took hard the fact that they took away the laptop the office issued... although at the time I didn't want to accept that yet. So now I guess it's a start that I'm starting to find the urge to write...even if the old fashioned way. I realize that I don't really need a computer to write... all I need is to get back to basics - just a pen and paper and my thoughts...(In fact, I'm typing this in the computer and posting this entry 2 months later)

Well, I am in no special hurry ... I hope to take this one step at a time - and not rush myself into anything... I know it's a bit tedious business writing in a notebook cum diary then typing and posting in the next few days or even weeks...but I'll manage somehow. I know I'll never hope to come close to professional bloggers like my idols Sassy lawyer or Marketman or Ivan or Anna Manila - who always manage to write about anything and everything they put their minds to... but I hope to get there too someday and today is the first day of my journey - so please bear with me...