Wish I could blog more often

This post is not intended to explain my infrequent posts in this blog…well not quite…?!? You see, I have noticed that during the beginning of the year, I have blogged a bit more regularly like once a week and at times even 2x a week. These past few months, however, I have noticed myself putting together an entry once every two weeks na lang...And I wonder why??? Most of the time when I have finished all my regular tasks in the office (usually this is around three or four pm), I browse my fave blogs and whenever I read other people’s blogs I feel a sense of regret that I am not able to write as often as they could… or say the words I want to say like the way they do.

There are even times that I wish I could just stay at home more often so I could just write and write to my heart’s content. But in truth, even if I am home, I still am not able to write. There are times when I feel too tired… like when I am at home during weekends, it gets too taxing doing mommy chores like cooking, washing and ironing clothes(especially the kids’ uniforms), cleaning house, etc. etc ( because our yaya goes home every Saturday morning and only comes back on Monday before we go off to work) so I am left to do everything by myself during weekends.

And when there are rare times that I am able to get some precious time for myself… I do not find the inspiration nor the inclination to write. I would just be staring at my blank computer screen for a few agonizing minutes then I would end up turning it off altogether… which is why I would often wonder where these ‘professional bloggers’ find the inspiration to write about anything and everything under the sun… I wish I could be more like them. I wish I would find the inspiration to write every time I face the monitor…I wish I would have more time to blog…I also wish I’d have permanent internet access at home because even if I do have a laptop or desktop to use, I still can’t post or browse as much as I wanted to…I’d have to save my work in a flash drive and find the time and opportunity to post only when I get to the office…I wish too that I could someday find for myself a true-blue genie in a bottle to make all these blogging wishes of mine come true…