WHY ONLY NOW?

...this is the question I have been asking myself for countless times already especially now that I finally found the courage to post my random thoughts on-line... fact is, I've created this blog site since late last year but have never really found the time...or maybe the inspiration to write about anything.

I guess, I felt overwhelmed with the numerous blogsites I have read...how their words seem to be very colorful and creative... and how their images and color hues effectively put across the emotions they have set to convey...

I guess, I felt fearful that I may not live up to expectations... that I may not have any interesting thing to say...that I may just end up like those blogsites I loathe - full of hate and rants about anything and everything

I guess, it was just the old sickness creeping in on me...that disease called procrastination...such that I just kept putting off starting to write for this and that reason until one day I realized it has been eight months already since I created this blog and still no post!?! [ come to think of it...I already forgot my password!]

But then again... why do I need to be afraid? why do I need to worry if my grammar isn't good, if my syntax is wrong or my spelling incorrect? Why worry if others who may be reading this will not find it interesting?!? why worry when blogs actually grant me the freedom to write about anything at all and not worry if it's right or wrong... they're my thoughts, my feelings anyway so anybody else's opinion should not really matter...